HEIDI ANGELL

I love you so much

and need you so badly.

The world would end

if we couldn't be together. 

When your lips brush my ear,

to tell me you love me

and your hot breath lingers

on my neck. 

I can't begin to explain

how much I need you

to hold me forever. 

When your hands hold me

in thei...

I see you in the darkness

I feel your pain

The red tears of anger

frustration, loneliness

emptiness engulfs you. 

I reach to you

offering solace

longing for you

to take me

let me heal your pain

absorb each drop

of ugliness in you

Til you're left pure, 

angelic, clean and holy. 

And...

Somewhere, so far away

There is a place where

The two of us may love;

But not here, not now. 

Not here in this place full of hate. 

In this wold full of lustful desires

Full of sin, impurity, evil, contempt,

Abuse, adultery, sexual pleasures. 

Not now in this time

Of lies, of s...

L is the loneliest letter

it stands all by itself.

Even with other letters beside it.

L stand aloof in graceful elegance. 

Even when others stand against it,

L stands firm in its ideas. 

L is never lonely, 

even when it stands alone. 

Until next time, 

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Life and tragedy,

for those who think  

Is more like comedy

on the brink. 

Feeling is pain

and thinking is lonely.

I stand in the rain

and ponder it slowly.

We should listen to Plato.

Find balance in life. 

It would give us more ease 

and a whole lot less strife. 

Until next time...

Tunnels of deception

winding smoothly on. 

They look so nice and lovely, 

and yet the pull us down. 

Winding, twisting

moving on;

gently lying

'til we're gone.

We feel safe in it's grasp

and things seem right and well. 

Then one day we wake up

and realize we're in hell. 

Until nex...

Robin said he

listened to punk rock

and played

the drums in a band.

He drove a Saab

when only losers

did.

And he had a lover

named Melissa.

Melissa was a...

Never mind. She followed

their band everywhere. 

Rob loved me too, once

upon a time

but then

Melissa captured

his attention and

h...

I take another look at myself

in the mirror

to fix myself. Either prepare 

to melt in or stand out. 

In my own eyes I'm a fool

but my peers admire me.

I'm extremely smart

and outgoing, vivacious. 

Sparkling eyes of a happy woman.

Only I know how miserable I am.

Nothing about me...

Someone pull me out of this depression. 

Someone give me a pill to help lessen

this pain that's filling me to overflowing. 

Someone hear my tears at night. 

Someone help me in my plight.

For I fear my life is slowly ebbing away. 

Can't you see the pain I'm feeling? 

Can't you...

It's so cold outside

and I'm all alone

with no one here to hold me. 

I see people every day

and they see me

drowning, suffocating.

They smile as they push me away. 

Why can't anyone see

the pain that I suffer?

I, the one who never cries,

cry every day

but I don't know why. 

No one...